Im seriously beginning to question love. Ive only been in a relationship for 2 and a half years, and sometimes I just look at him like, "I used to blush when you looked at me, and now.....where is THAT feeling?!"
How can marriages even last 50 years?
How do you retain that feeling for one individual for a lifetime?
Monday, June 20, 2011
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Saturday, June 4, 2011
I'm not sure when a person should give up on their church, but I am.
For one they've been focused on "The end of the world" discussion based on Revelation since my birthday, which is Feb. 20th....and I think their going to keep going for a weeks more even.....
And than now their launching this HUGE evangelization effort on the muslim community, which makes me uncomfortable. I'm not sure HOW to evangelize but....it seems really bad when their going 30 minutes out of their way to target a muslim community....and than church followers are posting these "news" articles from racist/ anti-islam websites there are even less credible than FOX news...
AND THIS shouldnt even come as a surprise to me, because the preacher guy last Easter preached a ton about how Jews were pretty cool, but muslims are just.........................................awful.
Why target ONLY muslims?!!?!?!?!? and how would YOU feel if crazy muslim extremists kept knocking on your door throwing the Qur'an at you?!?!?!?!?!?
on good news i think i found a new church, in the grand rapids/ west michigan area that i am currently residing in. ((i hate to brag, but i think i found HOME. I'm in complete love with west michigan)))
im still crossing my fingers and just hoping that me staying at GVSU pays off and Im not turning down a great opportunity for nothing.
For one they've been focused on "The end of the world" discussion based on Revelation since my birthday, which is Feb. 20th....and I think their going to keep going for a weeks more even.....
And than now their launching this HUGE evangelization effort on the muslim community, which makes me uncomfortable. I'm not sure HOW to evangelize but....it seems really bad when their going 30 minutes out of their way to target a muslim community....and than church followers are posting these "news" articles from racist/ anti-islam websites there are even less credible than FOX news...
AND THIS shouldnt even come as a surprise to me, because the preacher guy last Easter preached a ton about how Jews were pretty cool, but muslims are just.........................................awful.
Why target ONLY muslims?!!?!?!?!? and how would YOU feel if crazy muslim extremists kept knocking on your door throwing the Qur'an at you?!?!?!?!?!?
on good news i think i found a new church, in the grand rapids/ west michigan area that i am currently residing in. ((i hate to brag, but i think i found HOME. I'm in complete love with west michigan)))
im still crossing my fingers and just hoping that me staying at GVSU pays off and Im not turning down a great opportunity for nothing.
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
SOOOOOO...
Im Back to blogging. I guess it's for myself, ESPECIALLY since I'm the only one actually reading this.
I'm tired of the lack of direction of my life, but at the same time I'm happy.
I just wish I could make others proud and myself.mfmfmfkeqnnrkwemwqsme
but I have no accomplishments, even though I feel like the A in math is one step towards being AMAZING, yeah so what?! I failed out of the class the first time.
~~~I think this will be the summer of spending my days at the beach and nights of homework :~~~
I'm tired of the lack of direction of my life, but at the same time I'm happy.
I just wish I could make others proud and myself.mfmfmfkeqnnrkwemwqsme
but I have no accomplishments, even though I feel like the A in math is one step towards being AMAZING, yeah so what?! I failed out of the class the first time.
~~~I think this will be the summer of spending my days at the beach and nights of homework :~~~
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